I have a very wandering mind. Which means I think a lot – sometimes too much. But I thought I’d share something that I just needed to get out of my system because it was driving me crazy.
The wanderlust I have been feeling lately is insane. I feel so drawn to places I’ve never been.
I have always felt like I was born in the wrong place and lately its become more and more clear. Sure, this will always be where I came from, I wouldn’t change that for the world. But feel like I need to spread the invisible wings on my back now and find something of my own. And that something, obviously isn’t here. I’ve looked patiently but I have my limits. I feel like eventually, I need to leave. People may not understand. They may voice their opinion on how I should stick to what is safe and secure. But nobody can possibly understand it completely if they don’t feel this way. I feel like I am suffocating. I don’t wanna go around in this loop anymore. People are chasing their dreams because they have found their paths in life here easily. But I think its a bit more complicated than that for me for some reason. I haven’t found myself completely yet. I just wanna give myself a chance to do that. The missing pieces are out there somewhere and nothing is really holding me back.
First step is always the hardest one to make.
I just need the kickstart.